Between here and now to there and when lies
What? Typing like this is such a different experience as compared t opencil and paper
The flow’s different
It’s all different
Typos, capitals, keystrokes
As opposed to the sketching stroke of my letters, the sound it makes
Honestly i think i enjoy that sound
It’s so.... i don’t even know, it just is
And i enjoy it so
I’ve completely lost where i was trying to go when i started this

nights like these i hate the most

in the moonlight everything seems so
unreal, dreamlike, is anything really happening?
the light it casts on you
it lets you glow
you radiate brilliance
are you really there? do you exist with me?
can we occupy the same time and space
without my world being engulfed by sleep?
but it's such a beautiful shine
i hope this night never ends
it's the closest we'll ever get
it's perfection for just a fraction of a moment's instant
and it's so much more than enough
if i wake all i want is to
find, be with, adore, everything as long as it's you
sunshine gives my surrealistic hopes, dreams, and views
such a different look
nothing's the same as it was, as it could be
as i want it to be
you're still beautiful
but it's different
you still glow, you still radiate, i still want, adore
but it's all different
this light's harsh
blinding
in the blink of an eye you disappear
when will the moon come back?
will you be there when it does?
what if i could take the sun's glaring truth away?
but then there'd be no moonlit perfection
would there?
you'd fade away with the night's shadows
gone forever
and i'd have less than i do now
let's defy the world and keep this cloudless night alive
impossible as it may be
moonlight or sunshine
i have no more words
words can't do this justice anyways