Why even bother with this
All is ripped apart and handed back to me in flames
Ashes burning alone
Burning in pain
Why should they?
While dying for an apparent nothing
That simply shreds me apart
Mercilessly
Heartlessly
Painfully
All for what? Nothing
I know it
You know it
Why even bother with the charade when it's obvious
This drunken rant is truth
While those sober hopes are lies
Is this what truth really is?
Far too many thoughts to keep track of
And all I want is to kill