false

I'm forcing myself
To sit here
To write this.
For what?
I don't even know
I don't even care
I just want to write

something
anything

Anything at all.

Am I really forcing myself?
No... I'm just scared.
Of what?
I
Don't
Even
Fucking
Know

It's fear

Fear of

honesty
Everything.

Trying
Failing
Succeeding

ahahahhaha succeeding

Lies
Truth
Everything

everything
everything
everything

everything

everything

everything

everything

everything
every
fucking
thing

It all hurts
But it doesn't


I hate everything I just wrote
I hate that even more

I don't want to be done
I want to write on and on
Endlessly
Nothing will matter
But in the end
I'll hate all of it

wont I?

And I'll hate that hate

And it all becomes an endless cycle

This will be posted

But not wanted to be

Does that make sense?